nowhereman: -you may be absolute true if life as the life you talk about is like this.But it is not, at least i have had the taste,i have cross the boundary.even i reached to the state of suicide,to the point where everything appear futile but i know now that was not the highest point of an awareness in fact it was just the beginning .I am still on the way towards it but i didn't jump into the river i changed the method.If you can die to this world,you can be so happy and in ecstasy.nothing bothers you,you live here as you are visitor to this planet earth,you live here as you are invisible.
but if your deciding to commit suicide you are not dying to this world you are dying to your own world which is going inside your head.you go on creating your"i" sometime sadist i,some time masochist i,some time dogmatise i, some time stubborn i,some time inferior i,some time superior i..........this i is nothing but a continuous thought which do not let you be in no mind state.This i go on begging it's food ,the more you feed it the more it become hungry,become addict.
you could see all the form as they have no longer any content as they are shapes only but why can't you see your mind without any content.people like you always go to the extreme of something and find out faulty as much as possible and traduce it , i tell you the truth"opposite thing are always complementary" you go on saying there is one day between two night.If you have such vision indurate then no can change you.you go on blaming god and pronounce him with "he' why don't you see the point that god is not the person sitting in heaven with 10 hands or 10 head for me god is the very character of goodness and there is nothing called badness ,it is the name given to the absence of goodness.you become accomplice to your own annihilation .You go own saying whole world as illusion why you don't see that you are nothing but a part of it.May be the world is not the illusion but you are illusionist.
you go on viewing other commuter from certain height without knowing that other are trying the same on you.
I view them as my fellow occupant as my own image.people may tell me that my father is my salvation well damn them.do i see myself in them ,yes i do and what i see sickness me.I see something of his in mine and i am lucky i can see it .As i see it i loose it from myself and rest which is in him and which is not inside mine ,my gratitude that shan't be never ever be inside me because i have seen it.
seeing is something difference ,if you can see yourself in what you go on craving and aversion than you become disidentified with yourself as you are now.you would know shadow of sorrow follows behind every joy,night comes in day's clothing,happiness is the disguise of misery.In my view the difference between rich and poor is that a rich can select his misery while poor are always bound to hook upon one.
sometime i like to go deep inside my head and bring about whatever there is and i bring out in the form of words.Words help me to give a logic,a logic to already exist desire.what difference between two person one with acquaintance of beautiful word and other illiterate both of them go on cutting animal throat just for the shake of their tongue is that one has accumulate the words and can defend himself while other cannot.But inside both are same.
you go on declining everything and finally reach to a point which you cannot give up and cling to it so hardly that you may give your breathe away but you cannot let go your dogma.You prepare rather to loose your body but wish to cling to your mind.I don't know why? when you can let go whole world why just can't you let go your own mind ,mind creation cannot lead you beyond mind.It is easy to race against other but what need courage is to race against yourself.
Truth was not that you have chosen the birth,truth will not be that you can lose it so easily.You may drown your body but that will be just an accident towards the preparation of another incident a new episode.
I don't know why i am writing all this thing i think now i should end with it before i get lost in my own words ,before i start to fall on my own abyssal.May be you are right in this case ,that all thing we believe is just a frail they won't be long here neither will we,may be we go on saying something when there is nothing to say at all or may be there is so much to say that saying anything seem irrelevant.
but if your deciding to commit suicide you are not dying to this world you are dying to your own world which is going inside your head.you go on creating your"i" sometime sadist i,some time masochist i,some time dogmatise i, some time stubborn i,some time inferior i,some time superior i..........this i is nothing but a continuous thought which do not let you be in no mind state.This i go on begging it's food ,the more you feed it the more it become hungry,become addict.
you could see all the form as they have no longer any content as they are shapes only but why can't you see your mind without any content.people like you always go to the extreme of something and find out faulty as much as possible and traduce it , i tell you the truth"opposite thing are always complementary" you go on saying there is one day between two night.If you have such vision indurate then no can change you.you go on blaming god and pronounce him with "he' why don't you see the point that god is not the person sitting in heaven with 10 hands or 10 head for me god is the very character of goodness and there is nothing called badness ,it is the name given to the absence of goodness.you become accomplice to your own annihilation .You go own saying whole world as illusion why you don't see that you are nothing but a part of it.May be the world is not the illusion but you are illusionist.
you go on viewing other commuter from certain height without knowing that other are trying the same on you.
I view them as my fellow occupant as my own image.people may tell me that my father is my salvation well damn them.do i see myself in them ,yes i do and what i see sickness me.I see something of his in mine and i am lucky i can see it .As i see it i loose it from myself and rest which is in him and which is not inside mine ,my gratitude that shan't be never ever be inside me because i have seen it.
seeing is something difference ,if you can see yourself in what you go on craving and aversion than you become disidentified with yourself as you are now.you would know shadow of sorrow follows behind every joy,night comes in day's clothing,happiness is the disguise of misery.In my view the difference between rich and poor is that a rich can select his misery while poor are always bound to hook upon one.
sometime i like to go deep inside my head and bring about whatever there is and i bring out in the form of words.Words help me to give a logic,a logic to already exist desire.what difference between two person one with acquaintance of beautiful word and other illiterate both of them go on cutting animal throat just for the shake of their tongue is that one has accumulate the words and can defend himself while other cannot.But inside both are same.
you go on declining everything and finally reach to a point which you cannot give up and cling to it so hardly that you may give your breathe away but you cannot let go your dogma.You prepare rather to loose your body but wish to cling to your mind.I don't know why? when you can let go whole world why just can't you let go your own mind ,mind creation cannot lead you beyond mind.It is easy to race against other but what need courage is to race against yourself.
Truth was not that you have chosen the birth,truth will not be that you can lose it so easily.You may drown your body but that will be just an accident towards the preparation of another incident a new episode.
I don't know why i am writing all this thing i think now i should end with it before i get lost in my own words ,before i start to fall on my own abyssal.May be you are right in this case ,that all thing we believe is just a frail they won't be long here neither will we,may be we go on saying something when there is nothing to say at all or may be there is so much to say that saying anything seem irrelevant.
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