Of meanings

....Call it what you want

Love, Friendship, Purpose

or God. You are scanning

the invisible for an

Illusion that may assist

your life, to find meaning.

In Abandoning this search

shall you find the Invisible

Presence sans meaning.

To ride this great phenomenon

of Creation without Contamination

of Meanings

                        - Sadhguru

Bhaja Govindam

yogarato vaa bhogarato vaa
sangarato vaa sangaviheenah
Whether one is immersed in yoga or in revelling in outward enjoyment,

Whether he in enjoying himself in social company or has retired into solitude,
True happiness certainly cannot be his;

yasya bhrahmani ramate chitham
nandati nadati nandatyeva

But who alone is revelling inwardly in brahman (wherever he be),
He alone will be truly happy and will verily enjoy;

yayavatpavano nivasati dehe
taavatprichchati kulasham gehe

As long as there is life in your body,
Your people may have concern for you;

gatavati vaayo dehaapaaye
bhaarya bibhati tasminkaaye

But once the life-breath ebbs out of your body,
Even your wife will run away from you;

jatilo mundi lunchita keshah
kaashaa yaambara bahukrita veshah

The ascetic with matted looks, the man with the shaven head or one with hair pulled out, Or the man parading in the ochre robes – they all have eyes but yet do not see;

pasyannapi cha na pasyati moodho
hirudara nimitam bahukrita veshah

All these are but deceptions for cheating the world, For filling their bellies;
(Renunciation does not lie in external appearance, but inward thought, attitude and feeling)

kaa ta kaantha dhanagata chintaa
vaatula kim tava naasti niyantaa

Crazy man! why do you worry so much about your wife and property?
Why don’t you seek the truth?

trijagati sajjana sangati rekaa
bhavati bhavaarnava tarane nouka

Know that in these three worlds, it is only the association with the good and holy,
That can help you in crossing safely the ocean of life;

maa kuru dhanajana youvana garvam
harati nimishita kaala sarwam

The pleasures and riches of worldly life are deceptive appearances;

maaya mayamidha makhilam hitwa
brahma padam twam pravisha viditwa

Understanding that they are all but a passing show, be detached and dispassionate,
Cultivate renunciation and seek Brahman;

naree sthana bhara nabhee desham
dhrishtwaa maa gaa mohavesham

yetan maamsava sadi vikaaram
manasi vichinthaya vaaram vaaram

Enticed by the physical glamour of a woman, do not lose your senses; The body is nothing but a conglomeration of flesh, Do not forget this anytime;

kurute gangaa saagara gamanam
vatapari paalana mathavaa daanam

jnana viheenah sarva matena
bhajati na muktim janmasatena

One may have bathed in the holy Ganges or even in the Ganga Sagar; He may have performed many charities and observed many vows; Yet unless one has glimpsed the truth, He will not release even after a hundred lives;

praanayaamam pratyaahaaram nityaanitya vivekavichaaram
jaapyasameta samaadhividhaanam kurvavadhaanam mahadavadhaanam

Regulated breathing and sense control, discrimination between the enduring and the fleeting; the eternal and the transient, Japa and meditation, And submerging of the bodily and mental consciousness in the consciousness of the spirit, merging oneself into the total inner silence – One must practice these with unrelenting fervour;

satsangatwe nissangatwam nissangatwe nirmohatwam
nirmohatwe nischalatatwam nichalatatwe jeevan mukhtih

The company of the good weans, one away from false attachments; When attachment is lost, delusion ends; When delusion ends, the mind becomes unwavering and steady.
An unwavering and steady mind is merited for jeevan mukti – liberation even in this life;

baala staavat kreedaa sakthah
Tharuna staavat tharunee sakthah

vriddha staavat chinthaa sakthah
parame bhrahmani kopi na saktha

Childhood skips off on sport and play, youth flies off in pusuits of love making, As one grows older, he is drowned in worry about the security and future of his wife and children; One’s whole life gets spent in some kind of worry or other, And at no stage does man find time to lift his thoughts to God.

punarapi jananam punarapi maranam
punarapi jananee jatare sayanam

ita samsaare bahudustaare
kripayaa paare paahi muraare

Undergoing the pangs of birth again and again, passing through the throes of death again and again, Lying in the mother’s womb over and over again, this process of samsaara is hard to cross over. Save me from this, Oh merciful Lord!

bhaja govindam bhaja govindam
govindam bhaja mudhamate

Seek Govinda! Seek Govinda! Seek Govinda! Oh ignoramus! At the time of death the rules of grammar which you’re trying to cram and master, will not be able to rescue at all!

Faith in night

       You darkness, that I come from,
I love you more than all the fires
that fence in the world,
for the fire makes
a circle of light for everyone,
and then no one outside learns of you.

But the darkness pulls in everything:
shapes and fires, animals and myself,
how easily it gathers them! -
powers and people -

and it is possible a great energy
is moving near me.

I have faith in nights.

Rainer Maria Rilke

Nirvana shaktham

Mano-budhy-ahankara cittani naham
na ca srotra-jihve na ca ghrana netre
Na ca vyoma bhumim na tejo na vayuh
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Na ca prana samnjo na vai pancavayur
na va sapta-dhatur na va panca-kosah
Na vak-pani-padam na copastha-payu
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Na me dvesa ragau na me lobha mohau
mado naiva me naiva matsaryabhavah
Na dharmo na cartho na kamo na moksah
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Na punyam na papam na saukhyam na dukham
na mantro na tirtham na veda na yajna
Aham bhojanam naiva bhojyam na bhokta
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Na mrtyur na sanka na me jati bhedah
pita naiva me naiva mata na janma
Na bandhur na mitram gurur naiva sisya
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Aham nirvikalpo nirakara rupo
vibhutvacca sarvatra sarvendriyanam
Na ca sangatam naiva muktir na meya
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Translation :

I am neither the mind,nor the intellect,nor the ego,nor the mind stuff.I am neither the body,nor the changes of the body.I am neither the senses of hearing,taste,smell or sight.Nor am i ether,the earth,the fire,the air.I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

I am neither the Prana,nor the five vital airs.I am neither the materials of the body,nor the five sheaths.Neither am I the organs of action nor objects of the senses. I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

I have neither aversion nor attachment,neither greed nor delusion,neither egotism nor envy.neither Dharma nor Moksha.I have neither desire nor object of desire.I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute,bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

I am neither sin nor virtue,neither pleasure nor pain,nor temple,nor worship,nor pilgrimage,nor scriptures.And I am neither the act of enjoying,the enjoyable nor the enjoyer.I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute,bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

I have neither death,nor fear of death,nor caste nor was I ever born,nor had i parents,friends and relations.I have neither Guru nor disciple.I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute,bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

I am untouched by the senses.I am neither Mukti nor knowable,I am without form,without limit,beyond space,beyond time.I am in everything,I am the basis of the universe,everywhere am I.I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute,bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

THE PULLEY

 When God at first made man, Having a glass of blessings standing by, 

"Let us," said he, "pour on him all we can.

Let the world's riches, which disperséd lie, 

Contract into a span." 

So strength first made a way; Then beauty flowed, then wisdom, honor, pleasure. When almost all was out, God made a stay, 

Perceiving that, alone of all his treasure, 

Rest in the bottom lay. 

"For if I should," said he, "Bestow this jewel also on my creature, 

He would adore my gifts instead of me, And 

rest in Nature, not the God of Nature; 

So both should losers be. 

"Yet let him keep the rest, 

But keep them with repining restlessness. 

Let him be rich and weary, that at least, 

If goodness lead him not, yet weariness 

May toss him to my breast." 

    -george herbert

Who am i

 

I am neither of the West nor the East

Not of the ocean, nor an earthly beast

I am neither a natural wonder

Nor from the stars yonder

Neither flesh of dust, nor wind inspire

Nor water in veins, nor made of fire

I am neither an earthly carpet, nor gems terrestrial

Nor am I confined to Creation, nor the Throne Celestial

Not of ancient promises, nor of future prophecy

Not of hellish anguish, nor of paradisic ecstasy

Neither the progeny of Adam, nor Eve

Nor of the world of heavenly make-believe

My place is the no-place

My image is without face

Neither of body nor the soul

I am of the Divine Whole.

I eliminated duality with joyous laughter

Saw the unity of here and the hereafter

Unity is what I sing, unity is what I speak

Unity is what I know, unity is what I seek

Intoxicated from the chalice of Love

I have lost both worlds below and above

Sole destiny that comes to me

Licentious mendicity

In my whole life, even if once

Forgot His name even per chance

For that hour spent, for such moment

I’d give my life, and thus repent

Beloved Master, Shams-e Tabrizi

In this world with Love I’m so drunk

The path of Love isn’t easy

I am shipwrecked and must be sunk.

-RUMI

 With their whole gaze animals behold the open. 

Only our eyes are as though reversed, 

and set like traps around us, keeping us inside. 

That there is something out there we know only from a creature’s countenance. 

Never, not for a single day do we let the space before us

be so unbounded that the blooming of one flower is forever. 

We are always making it into a world,

and never letting it be nothing. 

The pure and unconstructed,

which we breathe and endlessly know, 

and do not crave. 

Sometimes a child loses himself in this stillness, and gets shaken out of it. 

Or a person dies and becomes it. 

For when death draws near,

we see death no more;

we stare beyond it with an animal’s wild gaze. 

Lovers also look with astonishment into the open, 

when the beloved doesn’t block the view. 

It surges up unburdened in the background. 

Sometimes neither can get past the other, 

and so the world closes again. 

Ever turn toward what we create,

we see it as only reflections of the open, darkened by us.

This is our fate: to stand in our own way, forever in the way. 

We, always and everywhere spectators, 

turn not toward the open, 

but towards the stuff of our lives. It drowns us. 

We set it in order, and it falls apart. 

We order it again, and fall apart ourselves. 

Who has turned us around like this? 

Whatever we do, 

we are in the presence of one 

who’s about to depart.

— RAINER MARIA —

This human a guest house

 This being human is a guest house.

Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,

some momentary awareness comes

as an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!

Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows,

who violently sweep your house

empty of its furniture,

still, treat each guest honorably.

He may be clearing you out

for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice,

meet them at the door laughing,

and invite them in.

Be grateful for whoever comes,

because each has been sent

as a guide from beyond.

Tao

 The universe is deathless; Is deathless because, having no finite self , it stays infinite. A sound man by not advancing himself stays the further ahead of himself, By not confining himself to himself sustains himself outside himself:

By never being an end in himself 

He endlessly becomes himself. 

And here, of action rooted in essence or being

There is no need to run outside 

For better seeing,

Nor to peer from a window.

Rather abide 

At the center of your being;

For the more you leave it,

the less you learn.

Search your heart and see 

If he is wise who takes each turn:

The way to do is to be.

 As once the wingéd energy of delight

carried you over childhood's dark abysses,

now beyond your own life build the great 

arch of unimagined bridges.

Wonders happen if we can succeed 

in passing through the harshest danger; 

but only in a bright and purely granted

achievement can we realize the wonder. 

To work with Things in the indescribable 

relationship is not too hard for us;

the pattern grows more intricate and subtle,

and being swept along is not enough.

Take your practiced powers and stretch them out until they span the chasm between two contradictions. . . . 

For the god

wants to know himself in you.

— RAINER MARIA RILKE

Amid the vastness of the things among which we live, the existence of nothingness holds the first place; its function extends over all things that have no existence, and its essence, as regards time, lies precisely between the past and the future, and has nothing in the present. This nothingness has the part equal to the whole, and the whole to the part, the divisible to the indivisible; and the product of the sum is the same whether we divide or multiply, and in addition as in subtraction; as is proved by arithmeticians by their tenth figure which represents zero; and its power has not extension among the things of Nature.”

Leonardo da Vinci

Non-existence is called the antecedent of heaven and earth; Existence is the mother of all things. From eternal non-existence, therefore, we serenely observe the mysterious beginning of the Universe; From eternal existence we clearly see the apparent distinctions. These two are the same in source and become different when manifested.”

”Ever desireless, one can see the mystery. Ever desiring, one can see the manifestations. These two spring from the same source but differ in name;

this appears as darkness. Darkness within darkness. The gate to all mystery.”

”The Tao is like a well: used but never used up. It is like the eternal void: filled with infinite possibilities. It is hidden but always present.”

-tao

wheel of life

 OVERVIEW of the WHEEL of LIFE

There's a thread you follow. It goes among 

things that change. But it doesn't change.

People wonder about what you are pursuing.

You have to explain about the thread.

But it is hard for others to see.

While you hold it you can't get lost.

Tragedies happen; people get hurt 

or die; and you suffer and get old.

Nothing you do can stop time's unfolding.

You don't ever let go of the thread.

— WILLIAM STAFFORD, “THE WAY IT IS”

 But yield who will to their separation, My object in living is to unite My avocation and my vocation As my two eyes make one in sight. Only where love and need are one And the work is play for mortal stakes, Is the deed ever really done For Heaven and the future's sake.

- Robert frost 

You walking, your footprints are 

the road, and nothing else

there is no road, walker,

you make the road by walking.

By walking you make the road,

and when you look backward,

you see the path that you

never will step on again.

Walker, there is no road,

only wind-trails in the sea

-antanio machado

Adyashanti poem

 If you prefer smoke over fire

then get up now and leave.
For I do not intend to perfume
your mind's clothing
with more sooty knowledge.

No, I have something else in mind.
Today I hold a flame in my left hand
and a sword in my right.
There will be no damage control today.

For God is in a mood
to plunder your riches and
fling you nakedly
into such breathtaking poverty
that all that will be left of you
will be a tendency to shine.

So don't just sit around this flame
choking on your mind.
For this is no campfire song
to mindlessly mantra yourself to sleep with.

Jump now into the space
between thoughts
and exit this dream
before I burn the damn place down.



---------------------------------


Time to cash in your chips
put your ideas and beliefs on the table.
See who has the bigger hand
you or the Mystery that pervades you.

Time to scrape the mind's shit
off your shoes
undo the laces
that hold your prison together
and dangle your toes into emptiness.

Once you've put everything
on the table
once all of your currency is gone
and your pockets are full of air
all you've got left to gamble with
is yourself.

Go ahead, climb up onto the velvet top
of the highest stakes table.
Place yourself as the bet.
Look God in the eyes
and finally
for once in your life
lose.

No single thing abides

No single thing abides; but all things flow.

Fragment to fragment clings--the things thus grow

Until we know and name them. By degrees

They melt, and are no more the things we know.

Globed from the atoms falling slow or swift

I see the suns, I see the systems lift

Their forms; and even the systems and the suns

Shall go back slowly to the eternal drift.

Thou soo, oh earth--thine empires, lands, and seas--

Least, with thy stars, of all the galaxies,

Globed from the drift like these, like these thou too

Shalt go. Thou art going, hour by hour, like these.

Nothing abides. The seas in delicate haze

Go off; those moonéd sands forsake their place;

And where they are, shall other seas in turn

Mow with their scythes of whiteness other bays.

Lo, how the terraced towers, and monstrous round

Of league-long ramparts rise from out the ground,

With gardens in the clouds. Then all is gone,

And Babylon is a memory and a mound.

Observe this dew-drenched rose of Tyrian grain--

A rose today. But you will ask in vain

Tomorrow what it is; and yesterday

It was the dust, the sunshine and the rain.

This bowl of milk, the pitch on yonder jar,

Are strange and far-bound travelers come from far

THis is a snow-flake that was once a flame--

The flame was once the fragment of a star.

Round, angular, soft, brittle, dry, cold, warm,

Things are their qualities: things are their form--

And these in combination, even as bees,

Not singly but combined, make up the swarm:

And when the qualities like bees on wing,

Having a moment clustered, cease to cling,

As the thing dies without its qualities,

So die the qualities without the thing.

Where is the coolness when no cool winds blow?

Where is the music when the lute lies low?

Are not the redness and the red rose one,

And the snow's whiteness one thing with the snow?

Even so, now mark me, here we reach the goal

Of Science, and in little have the whole--

Even as the redness and the rose are one,

So with the body one thing is the soul.

For, as our limbs and organs all unite

to make our sum of suffering and delight,

And without eyes and ears and touch and tongue,

Were no such things as taste and sound and sight.

So without these we all in vain shall try

To find the things that gives them unity--

The thing to which each whispers, "Thou art thou"--

The soul which answers each, "And I am I."

What! shall the dateless worlds in dust be blown

Back to the unremembered and unknown,

And this frail Thou--this flame of yesterday--

Burn on, forlorn, immortal, and alone?

Did Nature, in the nurseries of the night

Tend it for this--Nature whose heedless might,

Casts, like some shipwrecked sailor, the poor babe,

Naked and bleating on the shores of light?

What is it there? A cry is all it is.

It knows not if its limbs be yours or his.

Less than that cry the babe was yesterday.

The man tomorrow shall be less than this.

Tissue by tissue to a soul he grows,

As leaf by leaf the rose becomes the rose.

Tissue from tissue rots; and, as the Sun

Goes from the bubbles when they burst, he goes.

Ah, mark those pearls of Sunrise! Fast and free

Upon the waves they are dancing. Souls shall be

Things that outlast their bodies, when each spark

Outlasts its wave, each wave outlasts the sea.

The seeds that once were we take flight and fly,

Winnowed to earth, or whirled along the sky,

Not lost but disunited. Life lives on.

It is the lives, the lives, the lives, that die.

They go beyond recapture and recall,

Lost in the all-indissoluble All:--

Gone like the rainbow from the fountain's foam,

Gone like the spindrift shuddering down the squall.

Flakes of the water, on the waters cease!

Soul of the body, melt and sleep like these.

Atoms to atoms--weariness to rest--

Ashes to ashes--hopes and fears to peace!

Oh Science, lift aloud thy voice that stills

The pulse of fear, and through the conscience thrills--

Thrills through the conscience the news of peace--

How beautiful thy feet are on the hills!

Poem by: Lucretius (c. 99-55 B.C.)

 translated by W. H. Mallock

HEART SUTRA

THE HEART SUTRA

            1   homage to the perfection of wisdom

                     the lovely,the holy!

              Avolakita, the holy lord and bodhisattva,

            was moving in the deep course of the wisdom

                   which has gone beyond.

                he looked down from on high,

                  he behald but five heaps

               and he saw that in their own being 

                    they were empty.

          here, o sariputra,form is emptiness

            and the very emptiness is the form;

         emptiness doesn't differ from the form,

         form does not differ from emptiness;

         whatever is form that is emptiness,

         whatever is emptiness,that  is form;

           the same is true of feelings,

       perception,impulses,and consciousness.

          here,O sariputra,

     all dharma are marked with emptiness;

       they are not produced or stopped,

         not defiled or immaculate,

         not deficient or complete.

        

                therefore,O sariputra,

        in emptiness there is no form,

        nor feeling,nor perception,

        nor impulse,nor consciousness;

             no eye,no ear,nose,tounge,body,mind;

             no forms,sound,smells,tastes,touchables

                   or object of mind;

             no sight-organ element and so forth,

       until we come to: no mind-consciousness element;

    there is no ignorance, no extinction of ignorance,

             and so forth,until we come to:

    there is no decay and death.

    no extinction of decay and death.

   there is no suffering,no origination,

        no stopping, no path.

there is no cognition, no attainment

        and no non-attainment.

             therefore , o sariputra,

   it is because of his non-attainments

       that a bothisattava,

   through having relied on the perfection of the wisdom,

          dwells without thought-coverings

he is not been made to trimble,

he has overcome what can upset,

and in the end he attains to nirvana.

             all those who appear as buddha

              in three period of time

             fully awake to the outmost,right

              and perfect enlightenment

             because they have relied

            on the perfection of wisdom

       therefore one should know the prajnaparamita

       as the great spell,the spell of great knowledge,

           the outmost spell,the unequlled speel,

             allayer of all suffering,in truth-

              for what could go wrong?

               by the prajnaparamita

            has this spell been delivired.

                it run like this:

gone,gone,gone beyond,gone altogether beyond,

         O what an awakening,all-hail!

     this complete the hear of perfect wisdom.

                        

1)perfection of wisdom- truth

2)bodhisattiva        -one who has become a buddha but still holdning himself in the world of time and 

                       space to help others.'essentially buddha',ready to drop and disappear.

3)avalokita           -one who look from above,one who stand at he seventh center,sahasrar.

4)five heaps          -buddha says-

                       man consist five element,five SKANDHAS, which are all empty.and because of the

                       combination of the five,a by product arises called ego,the self "I"

                       

5)here                -buddha space,from his vision of the world,from the transcendental standpoint

                       the space where he exist and the eternity......

6)...nor consciousness- buddha says-

                        when there is no content,when there is no object,the subject also disappears.

                        the consciousness which is always of the object is no longer found there.

7)...no ignorance no 

extinction of ignorance- buddha says-

                        ignorance never been there,it was shadow of knowledge,it was shadow of the

                         mind addicted to knowledge.

8)non-attainmentness   -buddha says-

                        you cannot attain anything right now at this very moment instantaneously

                        except meditation.you have not claimed it,it remains there.....

9)thought-coverings     -buddha says-

                         there are three kind of thought coverings

                         1.karma averna -incomplete act.each act want to be completed.so uncomplete

                                         act cover our being.

                         

                         2.klesas averna-greed,hate,jealousy....they are all klesas,impurities; they

                                         cover you.

                                          

                         3.ghaya averna -beliefs,opinions,ideologies,knowledge coverings.

10) prajnaparamita      - prajnaparamita is a mantra.mantra spell to take away things which are not

                          e.g-mantra help to drop your ego,ego which is not.simillary misiries,greed...

11)in truth

   for what could go wrong?- buddha says

                             it will show you false as false,what remain is truth.when you know truth

                             nothing can go wrong.buddha says only better thing in this world that we

                             can do is to know illussion as illussion and to know truth as truth

                             i.e to know shar as shar and to know ashar as ashar.

12)gone                     -gone from matter,gone from body,gone from visible,the tangible

13)gone                     -gone from life,the so called wheel of life and death

14)gone beyond              -gone beyond mind,thought,thinking,self,ego.

15)gone altogether beyond   -gone beyond the beyond,the christo-sphere, into the uncreated.

16)all-hail                 -alleluia! ecstasy that everybody is searching.rightly or wrongly.

                         

                              GATE GATE PARAGATE PARASAMGATE BODHI SVAHA

Talking about love 💕💞💖

from where to start and how to start.beacause what ever i am going to say cannot be said.it is the best thing about which i am going to talk and best thing cannot be talk it can only be felt.and i am feeling a vibration of this best thing inside me.i am feeling the bliss of love.

and i want to share this love with you.it,s not that i love animal the less,people the less,nature the less, it's only that i feel that i love u the more.there are lot's of thing going around and lot's of people moving around and in this crowd i saw only love is best thing which can happen and only with you i can move into love.tell me o! tell me haven't you  ever close your eyes and try to ponder what is that wich make us beautiful and haven't you ever come to this realizaton of love which every one of us seek.me being a whole hearted animal who can feel the every moment of the heart beat going inside me and it's rythemic singing love! love!love! and love! all the  time.every breathe of mine want to share breathe of your.up to now in my heart love was denied,something lost or unreconozied but seeing you i feel it's erupting up in my heart and i am doing a silly thing to expressed it in mere a words but still i hope you will valued it.nature has made

us like this something it has given to you and something it has given to me but how long could we go alone.One day for sure you have to share your heart with other and i ask you to share it with me.let's just expand in this love and be enriched by each other.million of words i can write but if you just can look deep in my eyes and and hold my hands for a moment you will understand how much i love you.i can fall in love you not once but as many time as your breathe in and as many time as you breathe out or more than that.

let's we be in love.let all this darkness of the time going inside be enlightened by this love

we can grow our life in love and can bloosom like a flower so that you and i can celebrate and just celebrate..

i just wonder sitting silently in this passing time with my pendulum like swinging thought going in my head.i just think may be have i been in love my pendulum will have stop swinging and all the passion of the deepest of mine would have found a hand to share with.world would have been much beautiful and you and me must have feeling the tremendous estacy of this beautiful world.all the flower would have peer through our eyes too see this world and they of course would have smile to find their deepest scent  being enjoyed by us.sun would have bump more with light in the dazziling sky,the moon would  disperse it's white color and birds would chrip a song of love making all the leaves dancing in the whip of slow wind.dream you may call it but i like  dream and imaginaton ,which are infinite space where love flows breaking it's all boundries and fence.where love fly with the freedom of a thousnad doves.

let's fall in love...love, it's a frightning way to fall frightning in the sense that we may

never reach the abyssal. Indeed if we can fall freely we may start to rise...let's fall so that 

we can rise...let's move so that we can understand...let's be together so that we can disappear.........................(continuous)

                                      beautiful lyrics put together

From my youngest years

till this moment here

I've never seen

such a lovely queen

From the skies above

to the deepest love

I've never felt

crazy like this before

you should paint my love

it's the picture of a thousand sunsets

it's the freedom of a thousand doves

Baby you should paint my love

Been around the world

then I met you girl

It's like comming home

to a place I've known

When i were young

and on your own

How did it feel

to be alone?

I was always thinking

of games that I was playing.

Trying to make

the best of my time.

But only love

can break your heart

Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone You dont know how long I have wanted to share a word with you. You don't know how long I have waited and I was going to tell you tonight But the secret is still my own

and my love for you is still unknown.From the very first moment I saw you

That's when I knew All the dreams I held in my heart. when I'm writing for you now

My eyes are so wide Like you reached right into my head And turned on the light inside

Give me a whisper from inside and i will hear it whereever i am. Don't you take it so hard now

And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinking of you

i'm falling harder than i've

ever fell before

i'm fallin faster, hoping

i'll land in your arms

cause all my time is spent here

longing to belong

to you

i dream of circles perfect

eyes within your face

my heart's an open wound that

only you replace

and though the moon is rising

can't put your picture down

love, it's a frightning way to fall

and when the time is right, i

hope that you'll respond

like when the wind gets tired

and the ocean becomes calm

i may be dreaming but i'm

longing to belong

to you

I can't love you if you won't let me

Can't touch me if you don't try

I can feel you

I know that you're ready to take it to the other side

Let's make the moment right

It's now or never

Even the darkest night

Will shine forever if you can just say yes.

FEAR

fear is there in form of ambition for the hidden inferiority complex 

can turn you into ego of success if not make you depressed

fear is there in form of anger for the hidden depression 

can turn you into sadist if muscular or to masochist if feminine.

fear is there in form of desire may turn you into 

greed and selfish and tranquilize you in deep sleep.

fear is there in form of competition for the hidden comparison

may turn you into arrogant if success if not hater.

fear is there in every competition for hidden identity crisis

can give you a personality if success if not make you critics

fear is there in all the organized group in form of unity can turn

turn u a sheep in the heard if not give u illusion -lion in the jungle.

fear is there in your every achievement that you may lose it

in your every lose that you may not achieve it.

fear is there in your measurement when u measure time with your

memories as past and measure same time with your ignorance as future.

you are nothing but a bundle of fear.fearful person who is not fully alive

just to see a death that it is everywhere, in every step you stumble.

watch ,see you are a observer(a fear) with merely a bundle of of ideas and 

memories.which u hold on any subject, which u know is without any validity where 

your fear as u are is an actuality.if u say i am afraid i'll say are you any 

different from the things observed which is fear.just a realization 

and there is no longer any dissipation of energy in effort and no time interval 

between the you (observer or fear) and  observed(fear).when you see you are a part 

of fear not separate from it that you are a fear than you cannot do anything about 

it.then fear comes to an end.

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Buddha awareness

do not try to change a thing coz nothing can be change since everything is part of same drama only thing matter is your role how you play this drama

and this drama is run by three shakti(energy)

(1)maya shakti(energy for every human unconscious journey)

(2)jiva shakti(energy for every living being plant,animals)

(3)jad shakti(energy for non living being,matters)

(4)chaityana shakti(energy for enlighten one or awaken one)

     one cannot change a drama,since he/she is him/her self part of it

a person witin his same state with certain thought of change cannot change

coz the rebel he/she adopt to change is nothing but a reaction and the source for his rebel is his/her very existing society.

    change is not matter or subtance sitting there which can be alter so easily.change is a process ...way,path of creating and discovering,making mistake and learning,becoming and understanding.......change which is brought upon is not change but that one which  happens is a change.

the very first step towards this change is realization that person knows 

nothing thus bringing a mind into a movement from illusion to reality, false to truth.but if u try our effort to change ourselves than there is conflict of duality between the one who wants to change and the imiganery one who will be changed.the only way is put our little effort or in krisnamurthi language effortless effort i.e just put our little effort to be silence and rest the soul knows how to heal itself.

but how can a consciousness transcend itself.not by running from the world,society coz since your born means there is a reason for it.One should find this reason and try to live it .(of course one can spent some 

time alone in nature).you cannot live something and run away coz leaving 

something means in one way being attach with it.it doesn't means one sting 

and remain possessive coz we know one day everything will be taken away from us.
      At least one most use his/her power of thinking for what he/she is wanting. whatever one think one start to feel,what one feels start to repeat,thus making it's habit pattern,this habit turns into attitude-to 

character and one day start to take a form of action and thus ultimaetly it becomes one's destiny.

so one should remember that what one thinks now will one day become his destiny.And what could be more important than a destiny of death coz we know at least that whatever be death is our destiny/reality.

now let's make death a destiny(i.e lets start to think about it)than first 

time we have stared journey with right step i.e we began journey with end in mind,that end is death and that is invitible. lets start to practice something in path of realizing this destiny i.e. from now let's start to 

die and the path towards the death is middle path coz all other path is 

phenomena of -

                  action/reaction

advantage/disadvantage

                   winning/losing

happiness/sarrow

                   sanity/sin

                    love/hate

which are all two sides of same coin.if you sting to one than you sting to 

other.only middle path is the right way.coz one don't sting here we just witness .witnessing is path towards salvation

we know it's our mind that have to follow this middle path and since our mind is so full ofchaos,violence,greed......It should be given pre-hypnotic suggestion/auto-suggestion with strong 

determination.this we can take as a vow:-

some important vow are-

(1)i observe refraining from harming living directly or indirectly

(2)i observe refraining from taking any intoxication

(3)i observe refraining from lying

(4)i observe refraining from any sexual misconduct

(5)i observe refraining from taking what does the owner not give.

etc...

      with this five vow your sila(moral) become stronger and thus opening a way to follow all other sila needed in the way like asthangik arya marga 

developed by gautam buddha(8 fold path)-

(1)right view(understanding)

(2)right action(livelihood)

(3)right expression (speech)

(4)righta wareness (mindfulness)

(5)right commitment (effort)

(6)right acceptance

(7)right intention

(8)right meditation

         while following sila deep down you have this habit which will show it's power:

(1)judging

(2)attachment

(3)aversion
       all this is of course are needed on the way.one cannot understand unless 

one judge,one cannot let go unless one fully cilng to something,one cannot 

discriminate unless he/she says "no"

but when depth increase one will know the futility of it and unknowingly

one transcend all these three.now one is person with strong-

(1)non-judgement

(2)non-attachment

(3)non-aversion

  at this time new conscious arises which now can realize two types of counsciousness it has used in way-

(1)science counsciousness-

               which analyze judge, ask break disintigrate rationalize give logic.......

(2)art
consciousness-

                 Which  fantasies imagine dreams emotionalize.......

when two counsciousness is fully realized then this 3)spritual
   Consciousness
become master of the other two consciousness.

this spritual counsciousness will now dominate other forms of

one's ego.now the ego will be used by this counsciousness.

the ego which was master will now will lose it's power, this big fat ego with it's various side like 

[1]For wealthy one-

               i have

               i posses

               My

[2]for karmic one-

                i dominate

                i did

                you cannot
                dominate 

[3]for knowledge addict          person-

                i know

                i am right

                you'r wrong

                i am justified

                you'r not justified

then one will develop a right view.it's also a state of equanimity where

one now don't feel attach to goods nor feel aversion to bad.one become just choice less aware. choice less awareness doesn't mean one remain aware without choosing anything.It's a state where very awareness can realize consequences of all action and the choice it have to make with 

according to that consequences.understanding this consequences and taking responsibility is dhamma. this is a state of fully surrendered.