Saturday, April 8, 2023

Faith in night

       You darkness, that I come from,
I love you more than all the fires
that fence in the world,
for the fire makes
a circle of light for everyone,
and then no one outside learns of you.

But the darkness pulls in everything:
shapes and fires, animals and myself,
how easily it gathers them! -
powers and people -

and it is possible a great energy
is moving near me.

I have faith in nights.
Rainer Maria Rilke

Friday, March 24, 2023

Nirvana shaktham

Mano-budhy-ahankara cittani naham
na ca srotra-jihve na ca ghrana netre
Na ca vyoma bhumim na tejo na vayuh
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Na ca prana samnjo na vai pancavayur
na va sapta-dhatur na va panca-kosah
Na vak-pani-padam na copastha-payu
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Na me dvesa ragau na me lobha mohau
mado naiva me naiva matsaryabhavah
Na dharmo na cartho na kamo na moksah
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Na punyam na papam na saukhyam na dukham
na mantro na tirtham na veda na yajna
Aham bhojanam naiva bhojyam na bhokta
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Na mrtyur na sanka na me jati bhedah
pita naiva me naiva mata na janma
Na bandhur na mitram gurur naiva sisya
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Aham nirvikalpo nirakara rupo
vibhutvacca sarvatra sarvendriyanam
Na ca sangatam naiva muktir na meya
Cidananda rupah sivoham sivoham

Translation :

I am neither the mind,nor the intellect,nor the ego,nor the mind stuff.I am neither the body,nor the changes of the body.I am neither the senses of hearing,taste,smell or sight.Nor am i ether,the earth,the fire,the air.I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

I am neither the Prana,nor the five vital airs.I am neither the materials of the body,nor the five sheaths.Neither am I the organs of action nor objects of the senses. I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

I have neither aversion nor attachment,neither greed nor delusion,neither egotism nor envy.neither Dharma nor Moksha.I have neither desire nor object of desire.I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute,bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

I am neither sin nor virtue,neither pleasure nor pain,nor temple,nor worship,nor pilgrimage,nor scriptures.And I am neither the act of enjoying,the enjoyable nor the enjoyer.I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute,bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

I have neither death,nor fear of death,nor caste nor was I ever born,nor had i parents,friends and relations.I have neither Guru nor disciple.I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute,bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

I am untouched by the senses.I am neither Mukti nor knowable,I am without form,without limit,beyond space,beyond time.I am in everything,I am the basis of the universe,everywhere am I.I am existence absolute,knowledge absolute,bliss absolute.I am He,I am He.

Monday, October 19, 2020

THE PULLEY

 When God at first made man, Having a glass of blessings standing by, 

"Let us," said he, "pour on him all we can.

Let the world's riches, which disperséd lie, 

Contract into a span." 


So strength first made a way; Then beauty flowed, then wisdom, honor, pleasure. When almost all was out, God made a stay, 

Perceiving that, alone of all his treasure, 

Rest in the bottom lay. 


"For if I should," said he, "Bestow this jewel also on my creature, 

He would adore my gifts instead of me, And 

rest in Nature, not the God of Nature; 

So both should losers be. 


"Yet let him keep the rest, 

But keep them with repining restlessness. 

Let him be rich and weary, that at least, 

If goodness lead him not, yet weariness 

May toss him to my breast." 

    -george herbert

Friday, August 21, 2020

Who am i

 


I am neither of the West nor the East

Not of the ocean, nor an earthly beast

I am neither a natural wonder

Nor from the stars yonder


Neither flesh of dust, nor wind inspire

Nor water in veins, nor made of fire

I am neither an earthly carpet, nor gems terrestrial

Nor am I confined to Creation, nor the Throne Celestial


Not of ancient promises, nor of future prophecy

Not of hellish anguish, nor of paradisic ecstasy

Neither the progeny of Adam, nor Eve

Nor of the world of heavenly make-believe


My place is the no-place

My image is without face

Neither of body nor the soul

I am of the Divine Whole.


I eliminated duality with joyous laughter

Saw the unity of here and the hereafter

Unity is what I sing, unity is what I speak

Unity is what I know, unity is what I seek


Intoxicated from the chalice of Love

I have lost both worlds below and above

Sole destiny that comes to me

Licentious mendicity


In my whole life, even if once

Forgot His name even per chance

For that hour spent, for such moment

I’d give my life, and thus repent


Beloved Master, Shams-e Tabrizi

In this world with Love I’m so drunk

The path of Love isn’t easy

I am shipwrecked and must be sunk.


-RUMI

 With their whole gaze animals behold the open. 

Only our eyes are as though reversed, 

and set like traps around us, keeping us inside. 

That there is something out there we know only from a creature’s countenance. 


Never, not for a single day do we let the space before us

be so unbounded that the blooming of one flower is forever. 

We are always making it into a world,

and never letting it be nothing. 


The pure and unconstructed,

which we breathe and endlessly know, 

and do not crave. 

Sometimes a child loses himself in this stillness, and gets shaken out of it. 

Or a person dies and becomes it. 


For when death draws near,

we see death no more;

we stare beyond it with an animal’s wild gaze. 


Lovers also look with astonishment into the open, 

when the beloved doesn’t block the view. 

It surges up unburdened in the background. 

Sometimes neither can get past the other, 

and so the world closes again. 

Ever turn toward what we create,


we see it as only reflections of the open, darkened by us.

This is our fate: to stand in our own way, forever in the way. 


We, always and everywhere spectators, 

turn not toward the open, 

but towards the stuff of our lives. It drowns us. 

We set it in order, and it falls apart. 

We order it again, and fall apart ourselves. 


Who has turned us around like this? 

Whatever we do, 

we are in the presence of one 

who’s about to depart.

— RAINER MARIA —

This human a guest house

 This being human is a guest house.

Every morning a new arrival.


A joy, a depression, a meanness,

some momentary awareness comes

as an unexpected visitor.


Welcome and entertain them all!

Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows,

who violently sweep your house

empty of its furniture,

still, treat each guest honorably.

He may be clearing you out

for some new delight.


The dark thought, the shame, the malice,

meet them at the door laughing,

and invite them in.


Be grateful for whoever comes,

because each has been sent

as a guide from beyond.

Tao

 The universe is deathless; Is deathless because, having no finite self , it stays infinite. A sound man by not advancing himself stays the further ahead of himself, By not confining himself to himself sustains himself outside himself:

By never being an end in himself 

He endlessly becomes himself. 

And here, of action rooted in essence or being

There is no need to run outside 

For better seeing,

Nor to peer from a window.

Rather abide 

At the center of your being;

For the more you leave it,

the less you learn.

Search your heart and see 

If he is wise who takes each turn:

The way to do is to be.

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